“Thousands of tired, nerve-shaken, over-civilized people are beginning to find out going to the mountains is going home; that wilderness is a necessity…”
:::: I don’t see anything I don’t like about you.
::: But you will! But you will, and I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that’s what happens with me.
The worst part is waking up one day and realizing that it never was real. It felt real to you and it looked real the people around you, but as time goes on you realize how you were such a fool. If it was real it would still exist. It wouldn’t hurt like this if you meant something. But you never will, and the saddest part is you never did. You built your whole life around it, only to have them scoff at your ignorance. And it happens. Over and over again. You see all the signs, but you let it happen again. It’s only in these moments you realize you need to be more careful, to not let it happen ever again. However you will forget how much it hurts, because it entices you every time…because maybe this time will be different. They all can’t be liars. It will mean just as much as it did the first time. And they will laugh in your face when you figure out it was a lie…and then it will happen…again. You are a fool.